Life is becoming an unbearable place to me. I simply don't know how long I will afford it. Life. You have to be strong. You're forbiden to be sensitive for a long time. I confess, I am falling down. I am the soldier who is a step to desert. Yes, because this life is pretty much a war. Nothing more than a war. You and me are the soldiers. Our enemy is our own weakness toward insanity (or it'd be our sanity?). Don't think. Act. You are living into a deep, a well built lie. Do not think much about that, this is the order. You will always end up the unique guilty of this sucky history. Yes, life sucks. You will never find the answers you step. Life doesn't worth it. Don't think. Act. The main challenge is your own insanity. It has been tested since the monster you just discovered inside yourself. Kill the monster if you are strong enough. Yes, this is an eternal dwell. You're in the crossfire.
Monsters.
Some are able to find it.
Others will die with them.
